im teen and forever teen

hai, my name is Khadijah Jasmi. The one that trying so hard to be friendly but still cant. I dont know how to start the conversation first. so bad about that and please lahhhhh im not MISS ARROGANT *frust* I have a lot thing to say but i just keep it. why? aku takut nak jawapan yang tak sama dengan apa yang aku harapankan. Aku takut kecewa. Tapi kalau kita dah lama kawan, mesti aku baik gila babeng dgn kau, seriously. Agak matured di dunia luar tapi manja2 gedik bila ada family , member and the love one.